Taking a step ahead

Just 5 more days and I'll have her between my arms... I can't wait! She's all i could ever wish for... and i'm going to meet her! 

NETR.

She.

You know, a few entries before this one i was talking about how my perspective of life and reality was changing dramatically. About how couldn't I understand people and how much "progress" i was making in that aspect. Well,  I'm totally screwed up at this point. Because I had the pleasure (or misfortune) of meeting love. LOVE! Me, who never EVER IN MY LIFE remotely imagined the mere idea of considering the tiniest posibility of being able to feel something for anyone else! It kind of embarasses me writing these words... but it's true. I can't deny it. Now, everything I believed, I knew or thought as true has just crumbled into pieces. I have to change it all. Now, everything doesn't revolve around me anymore. Now, SHE became the most precious and valuable person in my life. The most kind, sensitive, lovely, beautiful, cute, reliable, strong and amazing person in the world. See? Those words... which even in my craziest dreams or fantasies I couldn't possibly think I would say some day. I'm changing, and I'm kinda scared about it...

NETR.