I'd like to think this is all HER fault... but I'm afraid it's not. Something has awaken inside of me... and I'm a bit scared of it. Maybe I'm not the good guy I always thought I was.
Pic related: It's how I feel.
NETR.
Stay the FUCK outta my way.
Monday, September 24, 2012
Anger issues.
Lately, I'm having trouble trying to manage my anger. I get pissed off easily. Moreover, I'm so pissed off right now. I'm even a bit concerned about my mental wellness... shit, sometimes I think I may go nuts. The tiniest thing makes my blood boil. Around my friends, I sound even more cynical and sarcastic than usual. I argue with them sometimes, because I think they secretly laugh at me. I don't like talking to my parents and when I do, I tend to speak louder than necessary. I feel anxious and I often enjoy taking long walks, sprinting very very fast or, if I have the chance, hitting stuff. I often find myself fantasizing about picking fights with people... I stopped caring about others, hell I've just noticed how many times I wrote the word "I". Seriously, I don't know WTF is wrong with me...
I'd like to think this is all HER fault... but I'm afraid it's not. Something has awaken inside of me... and I'm a bit scared of it. Maybe I'm not the good guy I always thought I was.
Pic related: It's how I feel.
NETR.
I'd like to think this is all HER fault... but I'm afraid it's not. Something has awaken inside of me... and I'm a bit scared of it. Maybe I'm not the good guy I always thought I was.
Pic related: It's how I feel.
NETR.
Thursday, September 13, 2012
If I am Lolita...
... then you are a criminal scum.
... then I am a glorious winged faggot.
... then you are a pedobear.
... then fuck you.
... then I am 12 years old, and what is this?
... then underage b&.
NETR.
... then I am a glorious winged faggot.
... then you are a pedobear.
... then fuck you.
... then I am 12 years old, and what is this?
... then underage b&.
NETR.
Monday, September 10, 2012
Thursday, August 30, 2012
Rage.
This is what I feel right now.
I'm always the good guy. The one who's always there for you. The one who listens to your problems and your worries. The one that tries its best to help you. Who always avoids upsetting and confronting you. Who will do anything you want for you... Like a fucking DOG. Don't know why but... this is how I am. No matter how hard I try, I'm always scared. Of what? Confronting people, being hurt... Why am I so scared?
But not today. Today is my day. Just for me. Now, it's time for you to be my dog.
NETR.
I'm always the good guy. The one who's always there for you. The one who listens to your problems and your worries. The one that tries its best to help you. Who always avoids upsetting and confronting you. Who will do anything you want for you... Like a fucking DOG. Don't know why but... this is how I am. No matter how hard I try, I'm always scared. Of what? Confronting people, being hurt... Why am I so scared?
But not today. Today is my day. Just for me. Now, it's time for you to be my dog.
NETR.
Wednesday, August 22, 2012
30 days, 30 songs (2012)
I'm doing this list every year, so I can check how my musical preferences change through time.
Día 01 - Tu canción favorita. : Whispers in the Dark - Skillet
Día 02 - Tu canción menos favorita.(De tus favoritas la menos favorita). : Aggressive Music for Aggressive People - Rapvívoros
Día 03 - Una canción que te haga feliz. : Je veux - ZAZ
Día 04 - Una canción que te ponga triste. : Querer - Cirque du Soleil
Día 05 - Una canción que te recuerde a alguien. : Hero of War - Rise Against
Día 06 - Una canción que te recuerde algún lugar. : Rock & Roll - Skrillex
Día 07 - Una canción que te recuerde un evento en especifico. : Livin' on a Prayer - Bon Jovi
Día 08 - Una canción de la que te sepas toda la letra. : Hollywood Whore - Papa Roach
Día 09 - Una canción que bailarias. : Soy un Trolaso - El Bananero
Día 10 - Una canción que te haga dormir. : Réquiem - W. A. Mozart
Día 11 - Una canción de tu banda favorita. : Over and Over - Three Days Grace
Día 12 - Una canción de la banda que odies. : UEOH! - Los Mojinos Escozíos
Día 13 - Una canción que sea un gusto culposo. : Mariah - Juan Magan
Día 14 - Una canción que nadie espere que te gustara. : Powerpuff Girls, Ending
Día 15 - Una canción que te describa. Black Sabbath, Iron Man
Día 16 - Una canción que llegaste a amar, pero ahora odias. : Chop Suey - System of a Down
Día 17 - Una canción que escuches seguido en la radio. : Give It Away - RHCP
Día 18 - Una canción que desees que se escuche en la radio. : Give It All - Rise Against
Día 19 - Una canción de tu álbum favorito. : Hero - Skillet
Día 21 - Una canción que escuches cuando estas feliz. : The Entertainer - Scott Joplin
Día 22 - Una canción que escuches cuando estas triste. : 5ª Sinfonía, 1º mov. - L. v. Beethoven
Día 23 - Una canción que te gustaría bailar en tu boda. : Fly me to the Moon, Frank Sinatra
Día 24 - Una canción que quieras que suene en tu funeral. : Allegri, Miserere mei, Deus
Día 25 - Una canción que te haga reir. : Camino Moria - El Reno Renardo
Día 26 - Una canción que sepas tocar. : W.A. Mozart, Rondo alla turca
Día 27 - Una canción que te gustaria poder tocar. : L.v. Beethoven, Sonata para piano nº14 "Claro de luna" mvt.3
Día 28 - Una canción que te haga sentir culpable. : Forever - Papa Roach
Día 29 - Una canción de tu infancia. : Greensleeves
Día 30 - Tu canción favorita del ultimo año. : Fake It - Seether
NETR.
Día 01 - Tu canción favorita. : Whispers in the Dark - Skillet
Día 02 - Tu canción menos favorita.(De tus favoritas la menos favorita). : Aggressive Music for Aggressive People - Rapvívoros
Día 03 - Una canción que te haga feliz. : Je veux - ZAZ
Día 04 - Una canción que te ponga triste. : Querer - Cirque du Soleil
Día 05 - Una canción que te recuerde a alguien. : Hero of War - Rise Against
Día 06 - Una canción que te recuerde algún lugar. : Rock & Roll - Skrillex
Día 07 - Una canción que te recuerde un evento en especifico. : Livin' on a Prayer - Bon Jovi
Día 08 - Una canción de la que te sepas toda la letra. : Hollywood Whore - Papa Roach
Día 09 - Una canción que bailarias. : Soy un Trolaso - El Bananero
Día 10 - Una canción que te haga dormir. : Réquiem - W. A. Mozart
Día 11 - Una canción de tu banda favorita. : Over and Over - Three Days Grace
Día 12 - Una canción de la banda que odies. : UEOH! - Los Mojinos Escozíos
Día 13 - Una canción que sea un gusto culposo. : Mariah - Juan Magan
Día 14 - Una canción que nadie espere que te gustara. : Powerpuff Girls, Ending
Día 15 - Una canción que te describa. Black Sabbath, Iron Man
Día 16 - Una canción que llegaste a amar, pero ahora odias. : Chop Suey - System of a Down
Día 17 - Una canción que escuches seguido en la radio. : Give It Away - RHCP
Día 18 - Una canción que desees que se escuche en la radio. : Give It All - Rise Against
Día 19 - Una canción de tu álbum favorito. : Hero - Skillet
Día 21 - Una canción que escuches cuando estas feliz. : The Entertainer - Scott Joplin
Día 22 - Una canción que escuches cuando estas triste. : 5ª Sinfonía, 1º mov. - L. v. Beethoven
Día 23 - Una canción que te gustaría bailar en tu boda. : Fly me to the Moon, Frank Sinatra
Día 24 - Una canción que quieras que suene en tu funeral. : Allegri, Miserere mei, Deus
Día 25 - Una canción que te haga reir. : Camino Moria - El Reno Renardo
Día 26 - Una canción que sepas tocar. : W.A. Mozart, Rondo alla turca
Día 27 - Una canción que te gustaria poder tocar. : L.v. Beethoven, Sonata para piano nº14 "Claro de luna" mvt.3
Día 28 - Una canción que te haga sentir culpable. : Forever - Papa Roach
Día 29 - Una canción de tu infancia. : Greensleeves
Día 30 - Tu canción favorita del ultimo año. : Fake It - Seether
NETR.
Tuesday, August 21, 2012
Whispers in the Dark - Skillet
Despite the lies that you're making,
your love is mine for the taking.
My love is just waiting
to turn your tears to roses.
(x2)
I'll be the one that's gonna hold you,
I'll be the one you'll run to.
My love is a burning,
consuming fire...
NO! YOU'LL NEVER BE ALONE!
WHEN DARKNESS COMES
I'LL LIGHT THE NIGHT WITH STARS!
HEAR THE WHISPERS IN THE DARK!
NO! YOU'LL NEVER BE ALONE!
WHEN DARKNESS COMES
YOU KNOW I'M NEVER FAR!
HEAR THE WHISPERS IN THE DARK!
WHISPERS IN THE DARK!
You feel so lonely and raided,
you lay there broken and naked.
My love is just waiting
to clothe you in crimson roses.
I'll be the one that's gonna find you,
I'll be the one that's gonna guide you.
My love is a burning,
consuming fire...
(Chorus)
(Guitar solo)
(Chorus)
WHISPERS IN THE DARK!
WHISPERS IN THE DARK!
WHISPERS IN THE DARK!
NETR.
Wednesday, August 15, 2012
¿Por qué te llamas Rocío? Tu nombre qué bien me suena...
Hey. I just need to get this off my chest (although I know no one will read this anyway...)
It's been like, half a year since my last post. Sorry about that. I was talking about going to see her (now my ex, let's call her A). Didn't go as I expected. Then, I dated another girl (B). And 2 months later, we broke up and dated another girl (C). One month later, we broke up again, but I was seeing another girl (D). D is different from A, B and C, since D lives relatively close to me and can see her on a daily basis (A, B and C were online dates). Nevertheless, I'm not dating D, we're just friends... with certain "privileges".
This is the problem. D has a crush on me now, but I see things in a very different way. You see, I've been with three other girls now, but... I just can't forget A. I can't. I hate her so much. Every time I see her name, it makes me rage. But... I still daydream about being with her again. I secretly wish for her to talk to me, to tell me how much she missed me, to hear those words again from her... I still cry at night sometimes thinking about her. Anyway, let's just say that I still like her a bit, after all. I thought I already got over this, but I was wrong...
I'm worried about D, because she was very excited with the idea of us being together. But I just can't cope with this anymore. I don't want to hurt her. But I must do it... before I hurt her even more.
... I wish I could meet someone who makes me forget A for good. Someone who makes me capable of loving once more.
TL;DR: LOVE'S A BITCH
Rocío is the name of my first love, when I was in 3rd grade, LOL.
NETR.
It's been like, half a year since my last post. Sorry about that. I was talking about going to see her (now my ex, let's call her A). Didn't go as I expected. Then, I dated another girl (B). And 2 months later, we broke up and dated another girl (C). One month later, we broke up again, but I was seeing another girl (D). D is different from A, B and C, since D lives relatively close to me and can see her on a daily basis (A, B and C were online dates). Nevertheless, I'm not dating D, we're just friends... with certain "privileges".
This is the problem. D has a crush on me now, but I see things in a very different way. You see, I've been with three other girls now, but... I just can't forget A. I can't. I hate her so much. Every time I see her name, it makes me rage. But... I still daydream about being with her again. I secretly wish for her to talk to me, to tell me how much she missed me, to hear those words again from her... I still cry at night sometimes thinking about her. Anyway, let's just say that I still like her a bit, after all. I thought I already got over this, but I was wrong...
I'm worried about D, because she was very excited with the idea of us being together. But I just can't cope with this anymore. I don't want to hurt her. But I must do it... before I hurt her even more.
... I wish I could meet someone who makes me forget A for good. Someone who makes me capable of loving once more.
TL;DR: LOVE'S A BITCH
Rocío is the name of my first love, when I was in 3rd grade, LOL.
NETR.
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